It felt as if I had reached a point of no return …. I was exhausted dealing with the daily pressure experienced, coming from my daughter and husband not to mention work and personal finances. The constant struggle for balance in our daily lives was taking its toll and fast …. All my effort seemed so fruitless and I felt like an empty shell. Nothing to give because there was just never anything to gain. Loveless … Lost interest in life … I was at war with myself, I started the soul search, I wanted to run away just so far away from everything and everyone, maybe I had to admit that I was in a state of depression, so lonely and helpless.
My daughter created a life of chaos for herself living against every principle and rule. She had destroyed herself in the process and lacked confidence and created such a low self esteem by insisting on a Relationship with others whom continued to bring her down. We had reached a point where she was controlling the household and our lives and this was just heading for even greater disaster. On a day and to my surprise, Merissa (my daughter) informed me that she had contact with Deepti Taurani and within days I could see a change in her attitude and the way she looked at life. She was more positive and concerned about her parents and her and our futures.
Over the next months Merissa has become independent and more self accepting. She is happier and has accepted the closure of her past back home. My daughter insisted that I also visit Deepti Taurani, which I did and through our therapeutic session many good has come about. Deepti made me aware of my feelings and provided me with ideas of how to deal with different situations regarding my daughter and my husband. She made me think and when I left her, I immediately put everything into practice. I am more positive and I look at situations in a different way. I also manage and tackle every day, although one day at a time, to the best of my ability. I had decided that it was time to concentrate on myself to make myself happy again and to correct my own financial stress experienced. My relationship with my daughter and husband has improved. I am more focused on how to deal with every situation in a calm manner.
I avoid negativity and push away those who want to off load their concerns onto me. I pay more attention to myself and I am in the process of negotiating more income from my employer and to increase the inflow of funds into my financial situation. Slowly I deal with every financial situation to find the best possible solution and I will succeed. I no longer want to run away from my “problems” and although I find myself moving slowly towards complete resolution, life is so much better than before. The success of this “process”, I attribute to the assistance provided by Diiptii Tauranii. Wishing you success.
Rolande van Greuning